counting the days...

gosh.. its been days...to make things even worse i'd have to add another 3 days additional to the existing 9 days...

sobs.....



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ok..mini updates..

currently am attending a training in cyberjaya till thursday..last week dah attend another training for 2 days... woke up this morning at 5am and gerak dari umah about 615am coz i needed to send ayu to bangi sebab bateri kreta dia kong and she needed to be in damansara at 8...seharian training yang memerlukan proses pemerahan otak mmg memenatkan...

current energy level = cam bunny yang sepatutnya nya guna energizer tapi guna bateri cam 20 biji RM2 tu..

rasa cam nak cuti jer jumaat nie but kerja office mmg menanti sbb asyik out of office jer :(

mmg these past few weeks has been kong mode everyday....but I believe all the hard work will be paid off in the future..insyaAllah...

sorry to all frens yang mungkin terasa sebab i couldnt make it to any meetups, weddings and all..

have you guys realize its like almost end of june already?? gosh.. cepat betul masa berlalu....

nicol's big day is coming soon...lepas tu dah puasa..then raya.. gosh.. haaa dah 2 kali dah nie..

oh.. sebelum saya lupa... last friday wanny called up tuk nak ajak main netball for astro...pastu i dah decline sebab saturday tu ada urut session time lunch..sekali wanny call balik.. kalau pukul 4? mulaa tu cam netball?? dah lama kot tak main..then dgn relax nya i agreed to the ridiculous inivitation..hehehe...

the next day arrived at agrobank training center in bangi at 430... tgk jer ramai org terus rasa nyesal and nak balik...played WD.. biasa dulu -dulu main WA or C...kemain lama tak main sampai couldnt recall when was the last time i played...semput giler ..serius... kene belasah like brapa belas ntah over 1..kui kui kui..dah lagi teruk performance dari england kat worldcup..i played only 2 games sebab prior to that i urut badan and seriusly dah rasa senak cam nak puke! tapi the feeling of playing netball mmg best and most importantly a total body work out.. kire leh cover this week i tak lawat gym sebab keje kat cyber.. thanks to astro juger...

ok..dah jelous tgk orang kat sebelah nie tidoo... saper org sebelah nie biarlah rahsia...hahahaha..giler cam ayat scandalous! tak..jgn risau..perempuan..

~~its not that im not over it but it got me thinking...

i remembered when it started my friend rest assured me that it wont affect the state of my friendship..especially with the others..all i feel now is that a perfect friendship has went down the drain...i wish i could take back time but im just wishing for the impossible...how much time is needed?

Emotions Blended Satu!

~interesting eh??~

I'm going to start this entry with the good stories first...

Yesterday I finally found someone to accompany me for my Gunung Kinabalu Expedition when others laugh at my intentions. Now I can start planning my expedition. Yeay !! Training would be one of the most important criteria... Health...Kene kumpul duit juger...ooo..sangat tak sabar....

Kelmarin gi D&D nya birthday bash.. their 1^st party.. thanks to Aimi and Shidan for inviting.. Gosh.. after weddings, I am also attending friends children birthday already.. I am getting old.. ehhehe...

Oh yaaa.. I can talk and eat like normal dah.. ari Jumaat baru ulcer lega.. bayang kan laa seminggu setengah cakap spastic... hadoi.. Smpai doctor bg steroid utk bubuh kat lidah..sedey giler...now tinggal flu jer.. demam pun dah kurang :0..alhamdullillah

Saya juga dah selesai marathon Personal Preference... tapi sangat tak suka ending dia.. sangat anti klimaks.. lagu tema minggu nie kat telinga di opis adalah OST nya..OST lagenda budak setan pun cam best gaks..walaupun tak tgk cerita tu ...minggu nie sangat di tempat kerja..[ayat skema] tapi nak selit gaks tgk SATC sbb next week lagi sibuk...harap sempat...

Nak selitkan satu cerita memalukan satu....actually untuk nak gi party d&d i wore a white shirt.. otw keluar tu singgah kat 7e kat umah sbb nak beli air.. keluar dari 7e tu ntah camana sleeves baju tertarik kat pintu... bunyi koyakkan yg sgt kuat terdengar..at that moment i was like.. adusss...baju baru L ..lepas tu baru like malunya aku...tambah lagi malu bila adik kat 7e tu ckp..aritu terkepit kaki kucing..arini sangkut lak.. mmg suwei betul pintu ni ngan akak!!! malu nyaa.... hish..band 7e tu buat sementara waktu... lepas t uterus gi kreta cepat2 and balik tukar baju... sedey giler sbb baju baru..pastu malu giler..brapa kali dah keluar perkataan giler nie...:P

Anyways.. today i wore baju kurung to work.. tetiba ada pulak yang tegur.."peliknya Alia berbaju kurung arini".biasa pakai baju corporate isnin..ari lain pun asyik pakai seluar jer...pffttt... tension betul..as if tak pernah nampak saya berbaju kurung kat ofis nie.i don't have specific days for a certain attire.. ikut pagi tu nak pakai apa.. tak suka tukar ..tak suka tukar... kalau pakai seluar pun I dress in accordance.. formal.. bukan main hantam jer.. ni yang nak berangin nie..ishh..kepochi sungguh....

Nama Akilah's adik will be reveal soon.. cant wait.. apalah agaknya nama my second niece tu.. abang dan kakak iparku sangat rahsia.. tak dapat clue lansung....

Untuk closing entry nie..i just want to say

"It's the little things in life that makes me happy.. i'm just an ordinary person... i don't expect much...not many understand what i went through all these years so don't assume you know me too well.. "

Personal Taste OST Kim Tae Woo - Dropping Rain

welcoming my second niece:)

born on the 15th June 2010...at Hospital Putrajaya...1.48pm...3.04kg...

Congratulations Abang & Kak In...She's Adorable....

The second day I cannot talk like a normal person...

I have an ulcer on my tongue ... I am used to having ulcers as every time I get stressed out it will pop out but not on my tongue..i remembered having 6 ulcers at one time during one of my final examinations when i took 7 papers at had to sit for the exams within 4 days...

However this time round it super hurt! Super sensitive! Sampai ke tahap i cant speak properly... tension nya..digelak kawan-kawan, manager , my agm and gm.. hadoi... presentation pun dah cam patung apa pun tak leh cakap.. bila bukak mulut jer bunyi cam spastic L

Current mode:

HUGRY! IN PAIN! GRUMPY! SNAPPY!

little things in life

ok..my sis in law forwarded this email to me..tot it would be nice just to share :D


ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice

TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.

Kerispatih - Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu (SUPER HQ Audio/Video)

6 Natural Ways to Feel Happier

6 Natural Ways to Feel Happier

When things get going...

Listening is the Opportunity to Build a Relationship..Through Trust and Understanding "Dr Lawrence Walter Ng"

 

Hehehe.. inspirational quote of the day..

 

rasa cam dah lama tak update blog nie.. tersisih dah tempat luahan perasaan..kegumbiraan..kesedihan.. ketensionan..

 

it has been a very busy weeks and has prolong to months..weddings to attend.. family events...work..rasa cam kekurangan tido.. talking of wedding i have 8 invitations on the 12^th June 2010.. terkejut giler.. Unfortunately i can't attend all.. super hero jer la boleh ..ehheh.. so i decided to attend the nearest to my home as my dad said itu yang paling sesuai..malam tu nak gi kota tinggi lagi..

oh yaaa.. my phone has went dead on me ..agaknya dah puas merajuk and menunjuk perasaan dengan reset aka icu.. it has decided to pull the life plug all by itself.. Hence, I now have a new baby aka beri beri..dah tak boleh avoid untuk membeli... pejam mata and bayar jerlaaa..heheh...it might be through what people say.. Once ur a blackberry user you will always be one..

semalam just to ease my state of mind ..went to watch the killers.. ashton is definitely hot.. i think it's a must watch movie.. ada semua.. Romance..Comedy..Action..All at the same time.. tapi more to gelak ketawa laa....next in q will be SATC...bilernya nak keluar.. tension!

Been getting a lot of dose lately... tapi currently ada satu urge nak Tanya this particular soalan.. patut ker tak? Will let my mind decide...

kak in and abang will be expecting their second lil junior in maybe 2-3 weeks time.. girl or boy belum pasti sebab lom dapat pengesahan..heheh...can't wait.. akilah macam suka babies now days..

oh and another thing.. my weight is back to 45kg.. naik balik.. can't blame anyone but myself! Makan macam naga nowdays.. additionally bnyk makan nasi minyak yg sememangnya sedap.. every weekend! Gym dah lama tak gi sampai Mr Trainer dah malas nak Tanya..hehehe...tapi now dah sendiri cuak.. sbb mr trainer dah ckp mmg dah tembam L clear and clarified! Adus

till next time.. ni curi masa before nak gi discussion... tschus!

just married!

29th May 2010 is the day this lovely couple di ijabkabulkan..

saya selaku ms cupid utk pasangan nie sangat happy diorg dah selamat menjadi hubby and wifey..

enjoy ur married life! cherish every step! make lots of cute babies..apa lagi eh pesanan..hasanah masak sedap-sedap...azzeri jaga hasanah elok-elok...



~mind this photo...hehe.. the bride and groom looks lovely though ~

Jangan Menyerah- D’Masiv

tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi
kita pasti pernah
dapatkan cobaan yang berat
seakan hidup ini
tak ada artinya lagi

reff1:
syukuri apa yang ada
hidup adalah anugerah
tetap jalani hidup ini
melakukan yang terbaik

tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi

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reff2:
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
kebesaran dan kuasanya
bagi hambanya yang sabar
dan tak kenal putus asa